FLOATING ON AIR

No, I am not high. I am ECSTATIC right now. I know most of my posts are about how stupid other people are, and I stick to that, because people are morons. But, right now I just have to share with you guys how amazing I feel. Everything is  going  fucking amazing. I am  so so happy. I have amazing  friends, family and a miraculous support system  around me. I really, honestly  cannot  remember  being this  happy  in my entire life. FINALLY things are going MY way. I truly  believe that this is  the reward I get for  coping with the most FUCKED UP 2 years of my life without committing mass homicide or singular suicide. GOOD FUCKING GRAVY IT FEELS SO GOOD TO FEEL SO GOOD!

I just wanted to  take a moment to  say "Thanks a whole fucking lot" to everyone  that has been here for my through the shitstorm that my life has been  the last couple of years. I know there were probably times where you wished I would just STFU, stop being moody & stop crying. And trust me, I felt the same way about myself. I was going through things that I was not  equipped to handle on my own, and you guys were there every.single.time. I truly believe I wouldn't have made it  through all of  this fuckery without the support of you people. You've made me laugh, been there when I cried, and supplied plenty of free booze to make me forgot about my problems. I wish I could buy you all presents and shower you with material things, but I am broke. And to be honest, the greatest gift I can  ever  give any of you would be to be happy. Not just because  I know that's what everyone wants for  me , but  because that means I won't be  a fucking train wreck of a person anymore.

So again, from the bottom of my big fat heart, Thanks.